| Wow its been a while since i last wrote in here.... I dont think anyone still uses xanga anymore...but i think i'm going to vent out
Things aren't just the same anymore..all i can say is Shukar Mowla...and thank him from up above for the blessings...
on another note, things have been becoming stressful! i just dont know what it is? is it procastination? is it laziness? it is i dont care? what the hell is it? Ive been trying to change myself to a more better person but things just arent working out....I try and i try and then i fail..sometimes i just feel....words cant even describe it! Mixed emotions can be a living hell! I feel depressed, corrupted, shitty, guilty, lonely...i just dont know
School on another note has been kinda crazy...i dont know what it is..i think its procastination. Grades aren't too bad yet, but i have a feeling they're going to fall. i cant let that happen. i need to have good grades, i need to make up what i missed in the past years and get on with it.....and graduate and get on to the college life!
I have not really been getting along with people like my friends and family lately. i just dont llike it anymore. ive had wnough of being so stranded from everyone. i want to be open with people..i wanna be that outgoing person.. i want to make my parents happy.. i want to see them happy! me and my parents arent really open with each other...i dont blame them..its completely my fauly
well its getting late now..im tired..maybe i will write in here sometime later...
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| Past few couple days have been crazy as helll.....alotta things been going through my head..
thoughts about, school, family, work, Khane, future, relationships all that other crap..
I think ive been cursed or something....alotta things been seemingly
going downhill...
with his blessings from
up above.all i can say is Shukar Mowla..
Finals are coming up...
Time passes by fast as hell
thats all for now...untill then later!
Ali Hirany
Alicia Keys - if i ain't got you
"Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what's within
And I have been there before, and that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everthing means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me
....
If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby" |
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| I feel Trapped....
Theres just no excitement nowdyaas...all i can say is Shukar Mowla...
Starting to miss the good ole days alot......
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